I keep seeing a quote pop up (which of course I can't find when I want to reference it) something about the tools you used to survive may not be the same ones to heal. I've definitely got the wording wrong but the message is there. The tools I used to survive were binging, be… Continue reading It’s ok to lose your spark
Mental illness… it’s a funny one… not funny like ‘haha’. Funny like, ‘tricksy little bitch that sets out to ruin your day and you have to fight against it on the daily just to function like a semi-normal human being and sometimes you just want to cry because fuck you mental illness’ (I purposely didn’t… Continue reading Bittersweet Symphony
I am writing this on very little sleep so if some of it doesn't make sense I apologise!! I just need to say though… I bloody did it!!! I have pushed through my fears and done many things on my recovery road. This though, this was the biggest so far. I went to New York… Continue reading New York New York!
I met up with friends yesterday and I was visibly sad. My one friend asked “why didn't you tell me earlier when I asked how you were?” my answer was that I thought I was ok, but it changed. She told me that I should have told her it changed. How many people do that… Continue reading How are you?
Hello lovelies! Sunday is my day of resetting, recharging, cleaning, sometimes gyming and today a little bit of blogging. This morning I sat and thought about everything that has been going on with me lately. There have been setbacks, heartbreak, tears, anxiety meltdowns, questioning my choices, feeling like I can't go on… There have also… Continue reading Sunday Thoughts
Recovery is a road that terrifies me sometimes. It's also a road that excites me. Along this road I never know what I'm going to come up against. I have hit bumps I didn't know I'd hit. I have unearthed some buried issues. I have acknowledged some long standing issues that I had ignored. I… Continue reading The Road to Recovery
Today has been such a big deal for me. I didn’t even realise how big of a deal until I took a little moment to reflect. I’ll start with a little back story for understanding. I applied for a job and when I read the advert some weeks ago, I saw right at the bottom:… Continue reading Reflection
Hey there! I felt the need to write a post about some of my coping tools, it may not work for everyone but you never know, it could help someone! So if you’ve read all my blogs, or know me personally, you’ll know that I didn’t always talk about my problems. Before I had my… Continue reading Coping Tools
Do you ever get those days that you say fuck off more than anything else? I am one of those people that swears like a sailor so I say it a lot anyway... but then some days I find myself just saying 'oh fuck ooooff' more than usual! Today has been one of those days.… Continue reading Maybe swearing will help
Hello to all my lovely readers! It's been ages since I wrote a blog, I have had a few people ask me when the next blog will be posted, my response has been “when I can find the words”. As some of you have seen from Instagram or if I’ve told you in person, I… Continue reading Down the rabbit hole